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“Why is it different for me?” I ask.

“Because if you run, I will chase you, Harlow.”

I shiver. “Then run with me, if you must.”

“I thought you were familiarizing yourself with our customs. I left those books for you while you were in your—spiritual retreat.”

I read all about their strength-first hunting culture. I just want to hear him explain it aloud. “I was, and you’ll remember that I witnessed a hunt night.”

He scoffs. “You have seen the barest hint. The gifts we are blessed with—there’s a reason that there are so many rules about consent that are established ahead of time because it’s very intense. But it’s different now that you’re my wife. I’d be expected to fuck you into submission right there on the forest floor.”

The words send a reckless and completely unwanted thrill through me. Thank the Divine he can’t see auras because mine is swelling in my periphery.

“Honestly, if you want to fuck me again, you’re going have to chase me down, my wolf. I’m just not a good enough actress to fake it a second time and I’d hate for your ego to be bruised.”

Henry’s eyes gleam with challenge. “So you’re trying to tell me that you faked that last night? There are scratch marks on my back that say otherwise.”

“I scratch when I’m nervous. I don’t like being watched.”

“You seemed to like it just fine in the library the other day,” Henry taunts.

It takes enormous effort to hide the way the memory of that makes me feel—the way the memory of last night makes me feel. I’ll do what I must to dismiss this awkwardness, and anger is the easiest way to deflect him.

I fake a pout. “I was just doing my job. Divine have mercy, Henry. I bet you think whores like you too.”

He crosses his arms and leans back against the headboard. “I wouldn’t know. I’ve never had to pay for it.”

“Me either.” I laugh. “I’m glad I was so compelling. I was just doing my job as a dutiful wife to teach you how to get a woman off.”

He clenches his teeth. I’m fascinated by his possessiveness. He keeps saying it’s part of the fort culture, and I’ve seen that in the body language between couples here. But those people actually like each other, whereas Henry barely tolerates me. The external appearance of possessiveness makes sense, but no one is watching now.

I press a hand to my chest. “Oh, did I hurt your feelings, my wolf?”

He licks his full lips. “No, lovely. I just don’t think you could fake being that wet. Or the way your pussy gripped my cock. Or the way your pleasure was so powerful it literally broke the sigil of Kennymyra. That thing has survived hundreds of years of rituals.”

The words send heat coursing through my blood. I can feel him murmuring how good I feel into my ear. I can feel his hands bruising my hips. I can feel the slow slide of his⁠—

No. Absolutely not. I refuse to fantasize about my husband. I can’t think of a worse fate than being genuinely interested in the man I married.

I scowl at Henry and abandon my strategy. “Congratulations. Everyone manages to be good at something every once in a while. I’ll acknowledge the one-time fluke. You look like you need a win. Congratulations on giving your first orgasm.”

He shifts to his knees, and I freeze at the predatory look in his eyes. “I’ll prove it again right here, right now, Harlow. I’ll fuck you until you’re screaming so loud that there’s not a doubt left in this whole estate about whether or not you were faking.”

My mouth goes dry, and it’s as if every survival instinct has abandoned me. I don’t know why I can’t stop poking at him. The more he keeps his composure, the more I want to see how far I can push before he snaps.

This is a test—just a need to know my enemy—to know where the line is so I can dance along it without stumbling over.

It should be a turnoff that he’s so possessive. The last thing I want is an overbearing man controlling me. I’ve seen how that ends.

But there’s something about his control that feels like caretaking, and that is a very dangerous thing. This man doesn’t want to take care of me. He just wants to appear to take care of me. Forgetting that could break my heart at best. At worst, it will end my life.

I’ve seen him be casually lethal, and given what Kellan told me before I left, he has a very good reason to direct that brutality toward me. I should be more careful.

“So, if I run, you’ll chase me down and fuck me?” I ask.

He nods, breaking the tension between us.

“You’d have to catch me first.”

Just like that, the challenge is back, and he looks like he’s ready to spring up and tackle me now.

“I know this fort like the back of my hand. I will catch you. And I won’t just give you a tumble, Harlow. I’ll fuck you into the ground, until I’m completely spent. I know you don’t have any respect for our customs, but I thought you had more sense than to not take my word for it on this.”

I scoot back on the bed and glower at him. “I just think it’s convenient that your rules make it impossible for me to escape you even for a few minutes.”

He cocks his head and studies me. “Now, why would you want to do that?”

“Because I didn’t leave one prison to live in another,” I snap.

I don’t even know where the words came from. It’s like they punched up from somewhere beneath my ribs. Since I met Henry, I’ve teased him for being wild, but now I feel like the cornered animal. At least in Lunameade I could wander the city alone at night. Here, Henry lurks over my every move.

Henry’s aura flares and a muscle in his jaw clenches. He looks away and composes himself. He can wipe the slate of his face clean so easily. His aura flares when he lies or is agitated, but it settles quickly. I’d love to know how he does it.

“I’ll allow you a short sojourn to the art gallery,” he says finally. “But then we must return to this room and appear to be doing what newlyweds do.”

“Plan creative ways to murder their spouse?” I suggest.

His lips twitch. “Look how comfortable you are threatening me. I think they call this intimacy.”

I slide off the bed and walk toward the washroom and my room on the other side, but I stop in my tracks when I see a scarlet dress hanging in Henry’s closet, along with matching lingerie.

I turn slowly to face him, pointing at the dress. “What the fuck is that?”

He smiles serenely. “It’s what you’ll be wearing today, lovely. Tradition for new Mountain Haven husbands to begin their caretaking duties with an orgasm at the wedding ceremony and choosing their wife’s wardrobe for the first two weeks of marriage.”

Crossing my arms, I look at the dress again. The scarlet silk is delicate but beautiful, and the silhouette is simple but sexy. I know without even trying it on that it will be devastating. Especially with the way the sheer lace bustier cups will peek out from the plunging neckline and the draped back will show the delicate lace design. It’s a dress that you can’t look at without thinking about how easily you could take it off.

“It’s red.”

“So they tell me,” Henry says. “Red is a common color for new brides seeking Kennymyra’s blessings for a pleasurable marriage.” He’s quiet for a moment. “Do you not like wearing red?”

“I like red fine, but I usually only wear it when I want men to pounce on me. Considering how frequently it’s worked for me in the past, you might not want me to wear it out of this room.”

Henry gives me a look that could wither even the heartiest Drained Wood tree. “Just put the fucking dress on, Harlow. Play the part and I’ll take you to the gallery so you can stop being such a Divine-damn pain in my ass.”

It’s so tempting to fight him, but allowing him this meaningless victory won’t hurt anything but my pride. Even so, there’s no way he will be able to look at me in that dress and not think about last night, and that alone might be enough to throw him off.

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