The landlady, of course, was wildly upset, Nastya had a lot of clients hanging on her, but what was there to do – there was nothing to be done about the fracture.

Nastya slept for a very long time, she had her groceries and had a quiet breakfast without hurrying. And in the afternoon Yasha appeared again! With bags full of some goodies. And started to prepare lunch. And I must say, he did it successfully. It was nice. His caring was a nice touch.

The next day he didn't come, but he called and apologized wildly, although Nastya didn't understand why he should apologize at all. He showed up a day later and again brought groceries and again prepared lunch. After lunch they sat down to watch something, some television show. He covered her with a plaid and began to lightly touch her other leg. Nastya took his hand away. Somehow it didn't seem quite in time.

Of course, she realized that his interest extended beyond mere friendly participation. Of course, she realized that at some point he had to move to a more active role. But somehow, still, probably not now.

"Yes, yes, I understand," and Yasha hurried away, it was obvious he was having a hard time restraining himself.

But did Nastya need all this? It is very hard to say, because she had no one, not even girlfriends, in fact, she was alone in St. Petersburg, apart from Oleg writing from time to time.

She didn't let him know that someone was courting her – why should she? Why would he ask?

So – she was alone, not counting communication at work, which, by the way, was very friendly and pleasant – but still it was limited to work – everyone has their own families, someone already has children …

And Yasha's participation was very pleasant. And he was generally pleasant to her. He did not annoy her in any way.

And about ten days later, when they were sitting on her corner couch again, his stroking became very insistent. Nastya wanted to pull his hand away again, but he moved closer to her, and his hand was already in her crotch.

"Yasha, I'm afraid, I'm afraid for now," said Nastya, meaning, by the way, exactly that – "for now."

Yasha realized that, on the whole, it was almost a yes.

"Sunny, Nastenka, I'll do to make you feel good, I won't do anything else."

"Yasha, Yasha …" – But Yasha was determined this time, and for the strange first time, when he really did it for her only, she came. In general, it was strange, because it was not something that was peculiar to Nastya – to cum with half a kick, so to speak.

Nastya was very embarrassed and, in general, was ready for the same continuation towards him, but he said "No, no, don't, I understand, it's still difficult and uncomfortable for you" – although geez, what's so uncomfortable about that?

But still, he refused.

Nastya was really confused by this kind of behavior. It was the first time it had happened to her that man didn't want anything from her.

When two weeks later, already before going to work, it had already happened more or less fully on the bed, he stayed lying in bed with her and the conversation about what had happened during the hostilities came up. After all, she had already mentioned that she had lived alone and traveled alone. Of course, he brought the conversation to how she had survived it, and whether nothing "that" had actually happened.

For some reason, Nastya decided to tell him everything. For some reason it seemed to her that she had to be honest with him, if they were to have any kind of relationship.

Yes, she realized it could be shocking.

Somehow she felt like she couldn't hide it, so that if the relationship worked out, it wouldn't come up later. Although how could it "come out"?? It couldn't. Women are so stupid, what can I say?

"Yasha, I wanted to tell you, I don't know if I really should, but since you and I have developed a relationship, I think it might be important," she began.

"Yes, of course, Nastenka, of course, you can trust me, there is no way I would ever say that you did something wrong" – Yasha actually lurched as he didn't know yet what the conversation would be about.

"You see, before I left, there was an incident. There were three soldiers in my house" – Yasha's breath caught – "Wow, three of them," he thought.

"Sunshine, what did they do?" – Yasha looked into her eyes and stroked her hand with concern.

"You see, I was very frightened, I guess I was misbehaving too, but they … they …" – Nastya didn't know how to put it all into words.

"Sunny, come on, it's not your fault, are you saying they raped you?" – Yasha got to the heart of the matter.

"You can trust me, it's okay," he assured her.

"You see, I was so scared, I hardly resisted," she explained.

"Did they threaten you, hit you?" – Yasha clarified.

"No, but I was really scared, I guess I should have been more active in resisting somehow" – Nastya tried to justify the whole situation.

"My girl, it's not your fault at all, they had no right to touch you anyway," Yasha assured her.

He couldn't resist, however, and asked an additional question:

"Was it a one-time thing?"

"No, I had them for five days …" – replied Nastya.

"And all this time …?" – Yasha moved closer to her, goosebumps went all over his body, but it was actually arousal …

"Yes," a lump came up to her throat.

Yasha wanted to ask a lot more questions, but restrained himself.

"We can turn to the police, since there's really no statute of limitations on this," he suggested. Did he want to go to the police with her? Absolutely not! But Nastya didn't realize it.

"Yeah no, I settled down a long time ago. And they helped me with the money," said Nastya. She was not so shaken by the memories now.

"So – paid off?" – Yasha asked. And he mentally checked the box.

"It turns out I did. I really needed the money at that moment," Nastya explained. She wasn't embarrassed or ashamed, she just told it like it is.

"Oh, I understand, you're in such shock, I'm sorry for forcing things, I understand," he stroked her head, kissing her, but then his hand slipped lower. And he started caressing her there again, and then he did enter her.

Back then, Nastya had a flicker of an idea that it didn't shock him, but aroused him.

A glimpse and then it was gone.

Everything was very nice, Yasha was very caring and surrounded Nastya with care and attention. At that time Nastya did not realize that it was not only care and attention, but total control. He called constantly and kept checking where she was and what she was doing.

Nastia never saw it as a big deal and always responded.

At first, she didn't really understand what was going on. After the time she told him everything, they hadn't had anything for about a month. She thought he was shocked by that story and didn't want to continue, and all this courting was just like that, kind of before he left so he wouldn't look bad. So, when he came over to her house once again, but didn't show any sexual advances, she decided to bring it up.

"Yasha, I understand that you were shocked by that story, and I understand you, it's just that if you would like to end our relationship, you just tell me, I won't take offense," she said.

Yasha got excited and started to say quickly – "Nastenka, honey, my girl, you have misunderstood everything, I sympathize with you, but you have misunderstood everything, it's just that I, unfortunately, do not have everything as wonderful as I would like it to be, you know?". He started kissing her, stroking her, and again he was between her legs and brought her to orgasm to confirm that he really wanted to continue the relationship. After another month, he offered to move in with her.