Why do I, so badly, want to tease him?
“I thought you said you weren’t ever going to touch me,” I say.
“I’m not touching you.” His serious eyes follow his hand as it trails back between my breasts. “I’m touching the cloth. And the cloth is touching you.”
A laugh I didn’t know was building erupts from my lips.
“What?”
“Nothing. . . just. . . you.” I look pointedly at his hand, splayed across my chest. The cloth is barely visible beneath it. “I would definitely consider this as you touching me.”
He grins. “You’d know if I was really touching you, Princess.”
I do know, I want to tell him. I know he is touching me because my whole body is on fire and there’s something inside me that aches to be released and no one’s hands have ever brought me to life like that before.
His expression darkens as if he’s sensed the direction of my thoughts.
He shuts his eyes abruptly, hiding the wolf.
“Why do you do that?” I ask.
“Do what?”
I touch his cheek, dampening his skin with my wet hand. “You shut your eyes every time it happens. Are you embarrassed by the wolf?”
“Embarrassed? No. Never.” He opens his eyes, revealing those strange yet beautiful irises. “I’m proud to be a wolf. But I don’t want to scare you.”
“I’ve already told you that you don’t.”
“You’re very strange.”
“So are you.”
I trace his jaw with my thumb. Slowly, he moves his hand up to the back of my neck. His grip is firm, yet my body softens at his touch. His face is inches from mine, and his warm breath tickles my skin.
My pulse thunders in my ears.
“Rory.” His voice is strained, barely louder than a whisper. He presses his forehead against mine, bringing his lips closer. “You need to tell me to leave. I want to be a better man, but I don’t think I can be.”
“Callum—”
The door opens behind us and adrenaline and shame surge through me.
“What on earth have I walked in on here?” Blake’s amused drawl comes from the doorway and a look of fury crosses Callum’s face as he jerks back, his shoulders stiffening.
I sink further beneath the water, cheeks flaming as I glare over my shoulder at the male leaning against the doorframe.
“I had fun last night, little rabbit.” Blake’s lips curve into a smile. “We should do it again sometime.”
Callum gets up, water running down his arms, and crosses the room in a couple of strides. He grabs Blake by the collar of his shirt, and slams him into the wall.
“Before you do something you regret, Callum,” says Blake, his voice choked. “I have a message from the king.”
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Chapter Thirty-Four
I am exposed.
Even though my cheeks flame, the bathwater seems suddenly cold. The grey light coming through the window is revealing.
I’m not supposed to let any male see me undressed, and there are now two of them in the room.
What’s more, Blake is clearly amused by the situation.
For a dark moment, I hope Callum chokes him.
After a couple of seconds, he steps back.
Blake doesn’t quite manage to conceal the large gulp of air he takes before brushing down his now-crumpled shirt, the collar askew. His hair is ruffled, and his cheeks are slightly pink. He still manages to look smug, though.
“Which king?” growls Callum.
Blake leans against the doorframe and lets his expression settle into one of boredom. “Ours.” There’s something almost sarcastic in his tone.
“What message?”
“You know, you really ought to watch that temper of yours, Callum.”
“And you ought to watch your back.”
“Oh, you’re far too honorable a wolf for me to worry about that.”
“Goddess, Blake! Are you going to tell me the message?” growls Callum. “Or am I going to beat it out of you?”
Blake’s eyes glint. He clearly enjoys provoking Callum. “He’s in trouble. He needs your help.”
“What trouble?” Despite the anger rippling out of Callum, I catch a hint of concern in his voice.
“Perhaps we should go somewhere private to speak. When you’ve finished washing your pet, of course.”
My blood heats, and I straighten as I try to compose myself.
I catch the flash of interest in Blake’s eyes when he catches sight of my upper back. He might have seen the scars that brand my skin. I sink down quickly, and the water sloshes over the side.
“You don’t look at her. You look at me.” Callum moves sideways so his body blocks me from view. “Get the fuck out of my chambers. I’ll meet you downstairs.”
Blake pushes off from the wall. “Look at you, dressing like a Southerner to impress the Princess. Breeches? Whatever would your father say? Goddess rest his soul.”
Callum’s entire body tenses. I remember what he said about his father. Whatever their relationship was, it obviously wasn’t an easy one. Blake has crossed a line.
Something hardens inside me. I forget I’m naked and vulnerable.
I want to get under Blake’s skin.
“Do the other Wolves know?” I ask him.
“Know what?”
“That you’re ashamed of being a wolf.”
“What makes you say that?”
“You weren’t at the ritual last night.” I recall the groans of pain that drew me out of my chambers, and the struggle on Blake’s face when I walked in on him. “You were trying not to shift.”
His head tilts, reminding me of a cat deciding whether it wants to play with a mouse. “Do you know?”
“Know what?”
“Why your mother died?”
All the blood drains from my body. Time slows. I am no longer a living, breathing, thing.
I am rage.
“That’s enough.” Callum’s voice pulls me back into my body.
“She died of a disease,” I snarl.
“Did she?” says Blake.
“Out.” Callum growls. “Now.”
Blake steps back into the corridor.
“Wait.” I cringe at the desperation in my voice.
Both males turn to me, but only Callum seems surprised at my outburst.
“Do you know what she died of?” I ask Blake.
“No,” he says. “But I’d like to. Wouldn’t you?”
He turns on his heel, and disappears from sight.
Callum shuts the door. The wolf is in his eyes, provoked by anger this time. His expression softens as he looks at me. “Are you okay, Princess?”
My heart is beating too fast.
“Yes,” I say quietly, though I’m not sure if I am.
I feel exposed again. Small. Silly. What was I thinking? I should not have been this bold. Nothing good could come of it.
Callum grabs a shirt from his wardrobe and pulls it on. “I’m sorry, Princess, but I have to go. I need to find out what’s going on. If James is in trouble. . .”
“Blake could be lying.”
He runs a hand over the back of his neck. “He wasn’t. His heartbeat was steady. I believe him. Finish your bath. I’ll come for you later.”
He heads across the room, fastening his buttons. When he’s opened the door, he looks over his shoulder. His eyes darken, and he blinks a couple of times before blowing out hot air.
“It’s probably for the best,” he mutters.
I’m not sure whether he’s talking to me or himself as he heads into the corridor and closes the door behind him.
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I finish my bath quickly.
I’m not sure how to feel about what just happened. It’s the boldest thing I’ve ever done, and if my father ever found out, I’d be severely punished.
Still, Callum’s touch lingers on my skin. I think he was going to kiss me, and what’s more, I wanted him to. He has provoked a restlessness inside me that I have never felt before.
I almost miss the days when I felt nothing at all.
I dry off, and when he hasn’t returned, I dress and head back to my chambers.