I ended up at the Bal des Ardents
They found me guilty, so I'm loathed
I'm dying 'cause I'm being dethroned.
I'm dying 'cause I'm being dethroned.
I'm dying 'cause I'm being dethroned.
May 2nd, 2024
Nightmares
song
[Verse 1]
The white noise is playing in my mind.
The black horse is carrying the black knight.
The crimson blood oozing from my sores.
The grey mass is an army of lost souls.
[Pre-chorus]
The whole world is pale as a corpse.
But everyone acts like no one knows.
[Chorus]
Well, look at my face
I'm out of my colours,
And only bleak shadows
Left.
It's not a tough case.
I'll paint a new picture
There'll be only a creature
Of my nightmares.
[Verse 2]
My blue days are slowly dragging on.
All the colours on the canvas are gone.
My heart faded and turned black.
In scarlet colours, people's hearts tend to break.
[Pre-chorus]
My soul shone with silver and gold.
But its paints were stolen and sold.
[Chorus]
Well, look at my face
I'm out of my colours,
And only bleak shadows
Left.
It's not a tough case.
I'll paint a new picture
There'll be only a creature
Of my nightmares.
[Verse 3]
Claude Monet's paintings arouse
Fury because of tenderness and flowers.
Well, if you hate brightness that much.
Then enjoy the horrors of Munch.
March 7th, 2024
Human being
song
[Verse 1]
All your lovely expectations
Are the devil's temptations.
Love is just the best deception,
False and expensive satisfaction.
Oh.
Well-known beautiful princess
Spends nights with sleeplessness.
Her prince showed worthlessness.
The personification of hopelessness.
[Pre-chorus]
Oh, Lord
What was she thinking?
Now her ship is sinking.
All she has to do is pray.
She should throw it all away.
[Chorus]
She doesn't
Have to fight other people's demons.
A person doesn't have to fight all the villains.
We are not superheroes,
We are just human beings.
She mustn't
Stitch and glue her little broken heart,
Live with it while it falls and falls apart.
She's not a selfish villain,
She's just a human being.
[Verse 2]
All our hopes and wishes
Turn into dirty dishes.
His quack healing fictions
Write out their prescriptions.
Oh.
Not love, but your health
Is real human wealth.
Princess, love yourself
And don't trust your blind faith.
[Pre-chorus]
Oh, Lord
She's on her way to hell.
All her prayers didn't help.
But she will continue to fight,
Until she sleeps peacefully at night.
[Chorus]
She doesn't
Have to fight other people's demons
A person doesn't have to fight all the villains.
We are not superheroes
We are just human beings.
She mustn't
Stitch and glue her little broken heart,
Live with it while it falls and falls apart.
She's not a selfish villain,
She's just a human being.
[Bridge]
You got your desired knight
To get your dragon killed,
You got your desired night.
To get your peaceful dream.
You're just a human being.
You're losing your dream knight,
You have only a dented shield,
You're getting ready to fight
Against the dragon on the battlefield.
But you're just a human being.
You're just a human being.
[Chorus]
And you don't
Have to fight other people's demons
A person doesn't have to fight all the villains.
We are not superheroes
We are just human beings.
You won't
Stitch and glue your little broken heart,
Won't live with it until it falls apart.
You're not a selfish villain,
You're just a human being.
[Pre-chorus]
You got your desired knight
To get your dragon killed,
You got your desired night.
To get your peaceful dream.
You're just a human being.
You're losing your dream knight,
You have only a dented shield,
You're getting ready to fight
Against the dragon on the battlefield.
But you're just a human being.
You're just a human being.
August 2nd, 2023
Play
poem
There's a play about violence,
It reminds me of my bright blue days.
Don't expect kindness from the audience.
So many people, but an empty space.
Oh, that feeling of evil loneliness.
Well, they show it pretty well.
Life from holidays to other holidays
Is the main tragedy of today.
I'm playing a strange role in this play.
It wasn't seen and understood.
And I'll take off my mask one day.
But my intentions are not really good.
There's the purest evil in my eyes.
Good people think it's a delusion.
Well, there's always devil in disguise.
It's not exceptional, but usual.
2022
Enough is enough
song
[Verse 1]
It's been too painful for so, so long.
I think that I'm ready to lose my hope.
You say I'm a drama queen. Oh my God!
Even if I'm helpless, I can be bold.
[Chorus]
And I'm screaming as loud as I can.
You're making me, you're making me fail.
Apparently, you're proud of all this stuff.
But I'm telling ya enough is enough
I admit, this time is very, very tough.
But I repeat, bitch, I have had enough.
[Verse 2]
I don't want to continue all this fight.
I just want freedom and peace of mind.
Thank you that my heart is dead now.
And now I'm making, making a new vow.
[Chorus]
And I'm screaming as loud as I can.
You're making me, you're making me fail.
Apparently, you're proud of all this stuff.
But I'm telling ya enough is enough
I admit, this time is very, very tough.
But I repeat, bitch, I have had enough.
[Bridge]
My vow is that I will draw a new portrait.
And it will be based only on what you said.
I'll become a living moon of crimson blood.
And I'll let the rivers, let the rivers flood.
[Chorus]
And I'm screaming as loud as I can.
You're making me, you're making me fail.
Apparently, you're proud of all this stuff.
But I'm telling ya enough is enough
I admit, this time is very, very tough.
But I repeat, bitch, I have had enough.
[Post-chorus]
It's been too painful for so, so long.
