In it t the instant, Nina felt how someone touched her shoulder and called it by name. She looked back, and saw стоящею behind her that woman whom she saw in bright sun light recently. She told: – I showed you your destiny if you decide to link life with Roman. – Nina asked. – What was it? – what that answered. – Your destiny. – Nina thought. She could not understand how to treat all these of maintaining? The first maintaining was clear, and the last too. But how to decipher two other maintaining? She did not know it. She took an interest. – I do not understand what will happen to me? – what answered with a female forfeit. – the child will bring happiness and suffering. – Nina thought. – How to understand it? – what answered with a female forfeit. – Life in suffering, here that to you waits. You are ready to it? – Nina specified. – To what? To suffering? – that answered. – Exactly. – then she added. – Sufferings is a highest degree of humility. – Nina did not understand the woman. She was not a religious person. She was an atheist rather. Without believing in anything, she always considered that suffering nothing else as a bad patch in life of the person. If the person poor was born, then he is doomed to torments and suffering. But if he was born in rich family, family of the politician, then to it nothing is terrible in this life. It in cash, and suffering to it at all. He buys everything and that cannot buy selects, being guided by the law which was created only for it. Nina asked. – Do you consider that in suffering pleasure? – that answered. – It so. – what Nina objected to. – I with you am discordant. Sufferings they are also sufferings. Nobody can understand sufferings still person will not suffer. Do you claim that I, having given birth to the child will suffer from Roman? I with it am discordant. "I will be happy. – she told. – Contrary to all I will be happy with my child, and let it will have no father, I will be happy!". On what told the female phantom. – Let's look.

Again dawn! Nina woke up from noise in the apartment. She looked round and having understood that it was only the dream. A dream, and nothing else, she was roused, and having thrown with a dressing gown, went to kitchen.

Chapter-14

Philosophy on a subject … and awful news

Again dawn! Nina woke up from noise in the apartment. She looked round and having understood that it was only the dream. A dream, and nothing else, she was roused, and having thrown with a dressing gown, went to kitchen. Roman sat at a table, he had tea. To Uvidev Ning, he greeted, and having offered tea, added. – Today solar morning, isn't that so?

Nina looked in a window. Outside the window there was an early morning. A star in a window the bright red sun. From a night hurricane there is no trace left. The trees lying on the earth only broken reminded of this awful night. Nights when across Moscow and area the hurricane flew by. Nina told.

– Fine dawn. – then she took an interest. – And where Will?

– Left early in the morning. – Roman answered. – It hurried in the airport aboard the plane.

– It is clear.

Roman offered.

– Tea?

– I will not refuse. – she sat down at a table, and Roman having got up poured tea on glasses. Nina asked. – Why?

Roman did not understand a question. It asked again.

– What why?

– Why you here? – asked Nin. – How did you find me?

– I here because wanted to see you. – Roman answered, having added. – Your sister, Natalia gave me your address. – then he asked. – By the way, where it now?

– Departed.

– Ah and. – Roman remembered. – She told something to me about departure. – he made a pause, then told. – But will be enough about it. – then he offered. – Let's talk about us.

Nina took a sip.

– About us? – she was surprised. Then she noticed. – It seems to me that we are not so well familiar to speak about us.

Roman agreed.

– I agree that we have to know well each other to speak about us.

Nina took an interest.

– What will we begin with?

Roman told about himself that he studies as the architect. He lives one with mother. However, to it was not what in general to tell about itself. He was a mother's sonny. Obeyed her in everything. Never had the opinion, and it was subject to its influence.

Nina told about herself even less. She lived together with the sister, but soon they parted. Natalia received the apartment in the center, and Nina remained in lists of people on the waiting list. For all their life they never swore always made a compromise. As for the story about her family in general, she told that she never knew them. They just in their life just were not. It was brought up by the street. She did not know what is love. Only later, when the street taught her to life, it became that Nina who was seen now by Roman.

Nina told.

– In fact, we about each other learned nothing concrete.

Roman agreed.

– That ж. – he told. – I learned about you a lot of things.

Nina having taken a sip of tea told.

– I too.

They talked for a long time, learning about each other all new and new. To two it was interesting to it to listen to the interlocutor. They spoke about fine. About art, about music, pictures. About all fine in this world. It turned out that at them much in common than they could imagine. Classical music. They it loved both. Bach, Liszt, Strauss, Tchaikovsky, and there are a lot more other authors of klastichesky music. As for painting, their tastes were ambiguous. If Roman loved abstractionism, then Nina was indifferent to it. She loved only portraits and still lifes. Said at the same time that in them there is a sense, unlike abstract art.

Roman told.

– Abstractionism not for all. – then he added. – It should be understood.

Nina immediately from ricocheted.

– Do you consider me the silly woman?

– By no means. – Roman hurried to steam. – I do not consider you the silly woman. I just told that the abstractionism should be understood.

– That ж. – Nina agreed. – The abstractionism should be understood. It not for all. – then she took an interest. – What artists of abstractionism interest you? – then she assumed. – probably Salvador Dalí?

– Salvador Dalí one of artists of the time. – there began Roman. – He painted pictures which are difficult for understanding. Contemporaries called him the madman of the time.

– But it was to some extent mad. – Nina agreed, and then added. – It was ruined by alcohol and drugs. If not they, then we saw a lot more remarkable pictures. – she made a pause, then admitted. – It is a pity that I did not see any its of works. They are not exposed at us in the country.

– This so. – Roman agreed. Then told. – its cloths display a certain human madness! I consider that he wrote the cloths as he saw madnesses! He can wrote cloths proceeding from own madness. Only madness generates genius, and brings the person to a madhouse.

– This so. – Nina agreed with the interlocutor. – The mad person is talented the person. – she told. – Only madness is sign of talent and genius.

– Genius and madnesses?

– Genius and madnesses, here sign of glory!

– Glory and genius this any and the same.

– What do you mean?

– The glory to us comes unexpectedly. – Roman told. – We made something, and unexpectedly our invention glorified us. And genius and madness agree, you do not tell that the person became famous if he is mad, and got, for example in mental hospital? – he made a pause, then asked. – I am right, isn't it?

Nina agreed with Roman. He was right. Madness and genius go together, but in any way not madness. However, who knows? What there is a madness, genius and madness? Nobody can precisely tell, answer this question? From madness to genius and madness one step. And it is the fact of the truth of the medical theory about madness. Based on medical terms and medical knowledge, we absolutely consciously turn geniuses into madmen and then mentally ill people. Doctors hide them in a madhouse, and they will see off there for the rest of the life. Do you ask why so occurs? I will answer. Nobody wants to recognize correctness of other people, it is easier for all to hide them in a madhouse, than to recognize that they are right.