In this raw and well-crafted (Kirkus Reviews) romance, Bea learns that some things just cant be controlled.When Bea meets Beck, she knows instantly that hes her kind of crazy. Sweet, strong, kinda-messed-up Beck understands her like no one else can. He makes her feel almost normal. He makes her feel like she could fall in love again. But despite her feelings for Beck, Bea cant stop thinking about someone else: a guy who is gorgeous and magneticand has no idea Bea even exists. But Bea spends a lot of time watching him. She has a journal full of notes. Some might even say shes obsessed. Bea tells herself shes got it all under control. But this isnt a choice, its a compulsion. The truth is, shes breaking downand she might end up breaking her own heart.