His own pathetically weak limbs fly out to push back against my tightening grip. My limb spans wider than his neck, forcing him to stare up at me. I chuckle as his eyes bulge as he uselessly grabs at my arm with his tapered fingers.
“If I say no, that means no. If I have to question your ability to listen again, I will remove your ears because, clearly, you have no use for them. Do you understand?”
His mouth gapes. Air bubbles replace words.
“Nod if you understand.”
Lazell frantically bobs his head, a barely noticeable movement against my tentacle.
I release him, throwing him aside. “The Council will be informed once I have taken a bride,” is all I say before going back toward my den.
Rage simmers under my skin. I swim harder to dispel the energy and the need to tear another kraken apart—“limb from limb,” as Cindi said.
Letting my vapid Council look at—or even speak to—my mate wasn’t a thought I delved into with much detail. It filled me with too much rage.
It has been at least a moon since I came across another kraken. I once went half a year without interacting with anyone other than Vasz. Most barely spare me anything more than a sideways glance.
I’m obviously a fool. My wishful thinking had me believing my mate would want me back and I could have Cindi to myself, away from every other kraken.
The runes at the cave entrance glow silver beneath my touch. The stone groans as it slides against rock, a low, grating sound that can only be heard if nearby.
A confusing mixture of excitement, dread, hope, and fear winds my hearts into a tight knot. She cannot hate me forever, right? At some point, she will soften to my efforts because…because fate deemed it so.
Fate. Fate. Fate.
It’s never because of me.
The gills along my neck bristle, and I steel myself to weather the disgust Cindi doles my way.
I’m torn between racing through the tunnels or leaning into my trepidation by prolonging the inevitable pain. I want to see my mate, make sure she’s okay, but I…I don’t want her to see me. I never thought I could feel such joy from simply touching another, yet such pain at the same time.
The glowing algae illuminates the path into the den before I can decide what I want to do. My senses tip closer to the edge. My nose twitches, suckers pulsing as I taste the saltwater.
Blood.
I speed up, splitting the surface, claws out, chest puffed, muscles coiled, ready to defend my mate to the very end.
The stench of her fear, anxiety, and the metallic scent of her blood permeates the air. My stare swings around the den to locate the intruder, but there are no new scents. A gasp pulls my attention toward the large stone near the side of the cavern.
Cindi’s frightened eyes burn into mine, and my muscles tense to strike…Vasz.
“What…” I frown, lowering my limbs to the floor. The creature, blissfully ignorant to my and Cindi’s panic, continues gnawing on a coconut as my mate presses herself flush against the rock, tucking her limbs close to her body beneath her dress to create more distance from Vasz as he wags his tail, happily playing with a husk.
“Tell me if he bit you,” I demand.
She shakes her head at the same time Vasz huffs, “I wish.”
Try as I might, I can’t figure out why she’s sitting beside his coconut pile or how a piece of driftwood made it from Vasz’s quarters to my mate’s lap.
My nostrils flare. I cannot see where the blood is coming from. She doesn’t look like she’s badly wounded, but even the slightest scratch is unacceptable.
“Come here, mate,” I say. A tentacle sneaks along the ground toward her.
“Fuck off,” she hisses, batting me away with the driftwood.
Vasz rises to his haunches to snap at my limb in warning. “Vasz,” I growl.
“Fuck off.”
My brows hike up to my hairline when he places himself between me and Cindi—or his pile of coconuts.
Disregarding him, I meet Cindi’s wide stare. There are deep bags beneath her eyes, and her hair stands up at odd ends, tangled and nest-like. “You’re hurt.” And you need rest.
“You’re right. I am,” Vasz responds instead. He holds his paw out, dipping his head in earnest. “Yes, you may treat my wound.”
“Fuck off, Vasz.” I test the words.
They have a nice ring to them.
He whips a wounded glare my way, snapping at me when I push him aside to get to Cindi.
She smacks my arm with the wood. “Don’t touch me.”
“Don’t touch her,” Vasz echoes.
“I will throw out all of your coconuts,” I threaten.
He gasps. “You wouldn’t dare betray our friendship like this.”
I lower myself to look him in the eye. “Try me.”
“You can talk to it?” Cindi’s bewildered attention flicks between me and the walking, talking irritant. “Can it…understand me?”
Vasz snorts in answer, and her jaw drops. “That’s incredible.”
I swear on Yannig’s grave that Vasz preens, batting his eyes and rumbling what I could only describe as a giggle before he straightens. “I am,” he agrees, a cocky tilt to his voice. “Isn’t that right, Ordus?”
Goddess, give me strength.
“Leave. Now.” He snarls when I pick him up by his stomach and deposit him next to the pool. I almost lose part of a limb to his teeth. “Go.”
His harrumph is loud enough for even Cindi’s human ears to hear. His own points to the ground as he skulks toward the water. “If you asked, you’d know the human tried to climb out of the tunnel as I was returning with my gift, so I bit her. Just a little nip—”
“You—” He jumps into the water and swims away before I can catch him. “Did Vaszeline hurt you?” I ask, getting as close to Cindi as I can before she hits me with her little stick.
My stomach sinks as my mate gawks at me like I sprouted suckers on my face. A stone lodges in my throat as I await her rejection.
“Did you just call that thing Vaseline?”
Jealousy spears through me. Why is my Cindi asking about the creature and not me? “Vaszeline, yes.” I force the words out even though I don’t want to be discussing any males with my mate—even if that male is part dog. “But it’s too difficult to say when angry, so I call him Vasz,” I continue in the hopes civility will encourage her to speak more.
I like the way she sounds when her words aren’t barbed and made to cut.
“Like…” She blinks at me, then the water Vasz escaped through. “The petroleum jelly?”
It’s my turn to gape at her. “No,” I say carefully, so as not to offend her by sounding like I am questioning her intelligence. “Like Vaszeline.”
It isn’t the name I would have chosen for him; rather, it’s one he chose for himself. When I found him starved, battered, and injured, attempting to hide beneath a coconut, he was curled up around a plastic jar with the name Vaszeline on it, a name the Witch must have given him.
I believe he has the bottle in his cave somewhere, probably beneath a mountain of husks and random objects he’s chosen to bring back.
My tentacle moves against the floor, tasting my mate’s blood on the stone. If I discover he’s harmed Cindi, I will revoke his access to the underground system of the island.
I reach my hand out for her.
“What are you—get away from me.” She stumbles back, that familiar shuttered expression crossing her eyes, souring her scent the same way it does each time she looks like this.
Her dress falls away from her legs to reveal the small cut on her shin and the blood coating her feet.
Guilt burns up my throat. I should have brought her shoes so she can move without worry. My siblings would never have made such a foolish mistake.
“You’re bleeding because I wasn’t here to keep you safe.” I let you down.
Her brows stitch together in a flicker of confusion she quickly wipes away. “You give yourself too much credit. Rocks aren’t the danger here.” Cindi gives me a pointed look, as if I might be the one to hurt her. I’ll prove her wrong. “I’m fine.” It’s a sentiment she poorly confirms by wincing, stumbling when she attempts to stand.