“I am very sorry, Lizzie,” he managed, “but I cannot take up with you again. I—just—cannot.” His hands lifted, fell. “I want no wife, I—”
He could find nothing else to say, and having nothing else to say, turned and left.
The next day, Tuesday, he met Stephen as usual at Point Hunter to watch the sunset. It was one of those cloudless evenings when the massive red disc had slid into the sea with what Richard always fancied should be a boiling sizzle, and as the light died out of the sky and the vault darkened to indigo, the vanished sun seemed to bend its rays back through the vast depths of the water to endow it with a pale, milky-blue luminousness far brighter than the heavens.
“This is a wondrous place,” said Stephen, who must surely have heard what the whole settlement was saying, but chose not to mention it. “Here is where the Garden of Eden was, I am convinced of it. It ravishes me, it calls to me like a siren. And I do not know why, only that it is unearthly. No parallel anywhere. But now that men are here, they will ruin it. ’Twas Man ruined Eden.”
“No, they will merely try to ruin it, mistaking it for other earth they have ruined. This place looks after itself because it is beloved of God.”
“There are ghosts here, you know,” Stephen remarked idly. “I saw one as clear as day—it was day, as a matter of fact. A giant of a fellow with huge calf muscles, golden skin, naked save for a piece of papery cloth marked in brown across his loins. His face was sternly beautiful, patrician, and both his thighs were tattooed in a pattern of curliqued stripes. A kind of man I have never set eyes upon, could not have imagined in my dreams. He came down the beach toward me, then, when I might almost have touched him, he turned and walked straight through the wall of Nat Lucas’s house. Olivia began to scream the place down.”
“Then I am glad I live up the vale. Though Billy Wigfall told me recently that he saw John Bryant on the hillside where the tree killed him. One moment he was standing there, the next moment he was gone. As if, said Billy, he was startled at being discovered.”
The surf was pounding in; Supply had sailed from the roads, was working her way around to Cascade. Embarkation would not be easy for Mr. King’s pregnant lady, forced to leap from that rock into a heaving longboat.
“Is it true that Dring and Branagan got into the rum last night aboard Sirius and set fire to her?” Richard asked.
“Aye. Private John Escott—he is Ross’s servant—spotted the flames after dark from Government House’s eminence and volunteered to swim out. Ross agreed because the man is very strong in the water. Escott found Dring and Branagan almost insensible from rum, busy warming themselves at the fire. He threw them into the sea, put out the conflagration—it had burned right through the gun deck—and stayed on Sirius until this morning, when they got him off together with the rum. Dring and Branagan have been clapped in irons and put in Lieutenant King’s new guardhouse. The Major is livid, having left the rum aboard Sirius thinking ’twould be much safer there than ashore. I suspect that as soon as the old commandant has sailed on Supply, the new commandant will administer either capital punishment or five hundred lashes. He cannot afford to ignore this first infringement of his Law Martial.”
Very dark in the failing light, Stephen’s eyes turned to Richard, sitting coiled as tensely as a steel spring. “I hear that ye had a visit from the Major early today?”
Richard smiled wryly. “Major Ross’s ears belong to a bat. How or from whom I cannot hazard a guess, but he heard what went on last night at the bonfire. Well, ye know him. Waited until I went home for breakfast, barged in, sat himself down and looked at me very much as he might have inspected a new sort of grub. ‘I hear that ye publicly repudiated your wife,’ he said. I answered with a yes and he grunted. Then he said, ‘Not what I might have expected from ye, Morgan, but I daresay ye have your reasons, ye usually do.’ ”
Stephen chuckled. “He really does have a way with words!”
“He then proceeded to ask me if I thought my wife would make a suitable housekeeper for an officer! I told him she was clean, tidy, an excellent mender and darner of clothes, a good cook, and—as far as I knew—a virgin. Whereupon he slapped his hands on his knees and stood up. ‘Does she like children?’ he asked. I said I thought so, judging from her behavior with the children in Gloucester Gaol. ‘And ye’re sure she is not a temptress?’ he asked. I said I was absolutely positive about that. ‘Then she will suit me down to the ground,’ he said, and marched out looking as pleased as the cat that got to the cream.”
Stephen doubled up with laughter. “I swear, Richard,” he said when he was able, “that ye cannot put a foot wrong with Major Ross. For some reason quite beyond me he likes you enormously.”
“He likes me, “ said Richard, “because I am not a bit afraid of him and I tell him the truth, not what I think he wants to hear. Which is why he will never esteem Tommy Crowder the way King did. When I stood up to King he had half a mind to flog me, whereas I have never needed to stand up to Major Ross.”
“King is an English King,” said Stephen rather tangentially, “not an Irish King. The Celt in him is pure Cornish, far more akin to the Welsh. Which means he is touchy and moody. And Royal Navy down to his marrow. Ross is your classical Scotchman with but one mood—dour. His roots lie in a cold, bleak land that either makes or breaks.” He rose to his feet and held out his hand to help Richard up. “I am glad that he has solved the problem of what was going to happen to your repudiated wife.”
“Well, ye told me not to marry her,” said Richard with a sigh. “Had I known she was here I would have been prepared, but it was a bolt from the blue. My eyes were on Will Connelly when suddenly she was hanging around my neck smothering me in wet kisses. I—I smelled her and felt her, Stephen. She was far too close to see. As long as I have known her there have been other smells, and none of them nice. Port Jackson stank, just as the old castle stank. But the rank smell of woman in my nostrils—I have been alone too long, and things smell sweet away from the sawpits and Sydney Town. ’Tis not that she actually stinks, she does not, only that I could not bear how she smelled. My reasons are not very reasonable, even to myself, and God knows I am not proud of what I did. All I was conscious of at the time was revulsion—as if I had walked after dark straight into a spider’s web. My gut reacted, I struck out blindly. And after that it was too late to mend any of my fences, so I tore them out of the ground.”
“I can understand,” said Stephen gently. “What I do not begin to understand is how ye could have forgotten she was likely to be here with the rest.”
“Nor do I, looking back on it.”
“My fault too. I should have said something.”
“Ye were too busy with Sirius and the consequences. But there is another thing torments me—she was ashore for days and she knew I was here—why did she wait?”
They had reached Stephen’s house; he slipped inside without answering, then watched through the window as Richard’s torch went away up the vale and winked from sight. Why did she wait, Richard? Because in her heart of hearts she knew that were she to approach you in private, you would do what you ended in doing anyway—rejecting her. Or perhaps, being a woman, she longed for you to seek her out and claim her. Poor Lizzie Lock. . . . He has been entirely alone for six months up there in his solitary house with only his dog for company, and he is very content. I do not know what goes on in his mind, except that until fairly recently he had put his emotions to sleep like a bear through winter. His marriage to Lizzie was a thing done in that sleep, from which I think he did not expect to awaken. Then suddenly he did—I saw him do it.
