We are afraid to live to the fullest as our own full existence. If we will live to the fullest: in total freedom, without all modern rules of modern life and modern civilization's regulations, we might- in some ways- shorten our life. If we would not live by the rules- which are wrong, destructive and to some degree corrupt to the core- of society and its terrible limitations on the freedom of the individual, maybe then we would be wrong- as part of a group, a community, a society, a whole of a neighborhood, city, country, maybe even as a whole of a world, and by that, we will harm in the end mostly ourselves, and the ideal of a long, safe life- It is of course by "harming" the rules of society by not working "in a straight line" with all the others.