A book of short stories and poetry for those of you who are already winners without even trying. Already winners for not trying! For those of you who have been fucked off for not being enough for someone in spite of your best efforts. For those in the now and in the forever more. Come get lost with me and lets find each other before the others know we're gone! This is a collection of stories and poetry that I've written in what has easily been the hardest and most challenging time in my life. I hope my pain and suffering has produced some enlightening and entertaining leisure time for you.