Coming to sexual submission is not to be rushed. You start at the beginning, and develop at your own pace, often understanding what appears on your canvas only after it's there. Sometimes Trudi Fahr, a twenty-two year old nubile from America's West Coast, lies awake at night, awed by her own desire to be punished, humiliated, teased and shamed. To punish her tormentors, and herself too, she wants them to hurt her even more. Sometimes it's the wildest who most want to be tamed.