Josh Mendel has a secret. Unfortunately, everyone knows what it is. Five years ago, Joshs life changed. Drastically. And everyone in his school, his townseems like the worldthinks they understand. But they dontthey cant. And now, about to graduate from high school, Josh is still trying to sort through the pieces. First theres Rachel, the girl he thought hed lost years ago. Shes back, and shes determined to be part of his life, whether he wants her there or not.Then there are college decisions to make, and the toughest baseball game of his life coming up, and a coach who wont stop pushing Josh all the way to the brink. And then theres Eve. Her return brings with it all the memories of Joshs past. Its time for Josh to face the truth about what happened. If only he knew what the truth was . . .